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Salam everyone.. Moga dalam kasihNya selalu. ^^ Just got back from Autumn Gathering in Nigata last Monday morning. Took some sleep before went to Handai (Osaka University). Ye la naik bas berbelas jam.. Moga ada redhaNya di situ.. (_ _) On the way balik dari Nigata , bas lalu dekat kawasan kampung2 yang ada ladang2. wua~~ sangat suka. sangat2 nak tinggal dekat tempat berkenaan. Macam dekat Nagano . wua~~ Tempat nya lebih kurang macam ni la ↓ Of course la i google gambar ni n of course la gambar ni bukan kat Nihon . Wua... Nak camera~~ No.. wua.. nak duduk situ.. hehe tapi kak mah cakap nanti sabishi la sebab tak de sedara. Kak rahmah yang dok dengar saya cakap ayat yang sama → 　"Kak mah.. nak duduk tempat macam ni" sepanjang jalan mesti boring kan.. hihi sori la.. last2 kak rahmah promote soh dok Ranau. cantik gitu la katanya.. hoho.. should i? *wink wink* but i guess i wont.. sebab i nak duduk dengan mama selagi bujang ni kan.. ngeh ngeh Banyak je japan's company ka...

Konnichiwa .. ^^ Sangat doki-doki , sangat waku-waku .. Sangat excited. Yet sangat nervous. O'Allah.. Do guide us trough.. Moga amal kami ini diterima-Mu.. Mendapat barakah-Mu.. diredha-Mu (>. Will be leaving for Nigata tonight. ^^ Tak sabar.. Perasaan ingin berukhwah meronta tak sudah.. hua~ Sabar yea~ p/s: what is it that i cant let go? [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

November 19th Its autumn in Japan and its cold momiji turns red Its November 19th and its your birthday cik Sha! Nak cakap tu je sebenarnya.. hehe Cik Shahida!! Happy 〇〇th birthday.. haha.. umur tidak dipublish di sini.. I'm not good at describing people so i wont. hehe Dedicate this ↓to you.. mmmuuaahhh~! p/s: Kansai is waiting.. ngehehehe [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Kamu2... (^^) Semalam saya da tanya sensei , boleh tak kalau saya nak balik Malaysia instead of sambung master? Yattttaaa~! Since sensei adalah sensei yang sangat baik, he's fine with that. Dia cakap, "Hana-chan, awak buat lah keputusan yang awak rasa terbaik. Kalau nak sambung, saya sangat gembira. tapi kalau awak nak balik, jangan rasa bersalah ke apa. Balik je kalau awak rasa tu terbaik.." hua~~ sensei arigatou~! So, setel satu nayami . Sekarang masalah diri sendiri. Whether i'm strong enough or not, ready or not to let go of EVERYTHING here and have a new start there. p/s: continuing here also need tons of strength. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Mula2 ingat nak pergi lab hari ni.. Bangun2 pagi tadi, wa~~~ hujan..Sejuk... ngehehe Lepas tu fikir2 balik, hari ni tak yah la pegi (SUKA HATI AKU JEEE).. Ye la.. Autumn Gathering minggu ni.. games tak siap lagi (>. Jadi hari ni i nak siapkan games.. (^^)y Semalam ada dengar ura2 Koba**** sensei nak mintak tolong buat apa tah 23hb tu.. wohoho.. Selagi belum ada official permintaan dari sensei, baik i senyap je.. Saya kat Nigata la time tu~~ hua~~! Semalam masa kangekai , ada sorang lab-mate saya mengingatkan saya cerita tahun lepas, "Hana-chan, tahun lepas masa bounenkai (hujung tahun punya party), muka da berkerut2 tak tahan nak balik..haha" "haha! apasal tak balik je?" yang lagi sorang tanya.. "Dia cakap susah nak cakap nak balik time tu.." Saya tukang gelak je.. Da hampir lupa da kisah tahun lepas.. Hehe... Wa~ Da setahun~ Hayai! Dah setahun...dah ke.... cepatnya~ ^^; Semua orang da nak sotsugyo ke.. Bosannye kat lab tanpa orang2 yang dikenali dan...

Salam.. (^^) Alhamdulillah Allah bagi lagi saya nikmat sihat.. Batuk sikit2 je lagi. Tak pe2. hehe Esok nak start pi lab balik.. huhu Macam kena ganbaru lebih je ni. Seminggu cuti.. (>. kangekai .. Lagi la malas~~ ngua~ boleh tak cuti lagi sehari.. Liza da balik.. huhu Terasa rinduuu nak balik sekolah bila jumpa liza.. kikiki Thanx ye.. cian cik liza datang2 kena masak plak.. uhu Pipa jangan jeles2 sangat. Jeles sket2 x pe.. hihi HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PIKAH~! (^^) Ok la kamu2.. Dont worry, saya da sihat.. (^^)y Mama, along da sihat! ^^ Sepanjang liza kat sini, dia dok pasang lagu ni je. Sampai saya pun da terlekat sama.. Ish pengaruh rakan sebaya tol.. p/s: liza-chan, aci-chan(hehe), zalikha-chan, honto osewaninarimashita.. arigatou [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Penat la asyik terlantar. Macam mayat je. hohoho Macam da ok sikit je. So i bangun la konon2 basuh pinggan. Pehtu konon2 nk masak la. Wahaha.. Perasan habis la. Lepas basuh pinggan yang se-coet tu rasa macam nak duduk plak. Ok fine.. haha Saya perasan sendiri da~ Boleh tak i nak turun pegi kedai?? Buhsan owkey~ Hari ni cik halaliza (bukan nama sebenar..kikiki) datang. hoho Mak cik nurse yang garang, Fukui mari... haha Habis la.. I better get well before tonight (>. p/s: liza bawa roll cake.. hihi (^^) -pika, nanti join eh lain kali..- [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Salam.. "t ing tong" "Pukul 2.08am. Uish.. Siapakah gerangan datang tetengah malam ni." Saya check handphone lagi. Mana tau kot2 Z ada hantar mesej ke kata nak datang. ( kohai i ni pelik2 sikit.. haha) Okeh. Tak ada. Maksudnya tak payah bukak pintu la. Saya pejam mata balik.. Ish. Tak sedap hati. Bukan saya nak pegi bukak pintu, saya bangun kunci sliding door kat belakang. huhu.. Nihon (Japan) kebelakangan ni menakutkan lah. Cakap pasal saikin (lately/kebelakangan ini), Lately i can't tell whether its a dream or reality. I can't sleep, my body ache all over. I can't control my movement properly Whenever I open my mouth to talk, i cough badly Saya tak pasti saya sejuk ke panas. Dan sekarang saya mengkuarantinkan diri dalam bilik sampai la suhu badan turun ke paras normal. At this moment, saya rasa ok sikit. (^^) "Awak ada allergic kepada apa2 ubat?" "Erm.. saya rasa tak ada." ( tteyuka , saya tak pernah ambil ubat selain panado...

Salam.. Ber-tulis-an dari Gifu.. Meja Kak atin.. wihihi kay la. nak tulis tu je. Nak balik Osaka da.. babai~~~ p/s: ganbattene [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Are you working hardly or hardly working? (hihihi) tata~~ ittekimas~ (lab) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Salam.. Konbanha~ Lately, hari2 saya menulis kat sini kan.. Bukannya tak perasan, saje. Padahal, apa yang saya tulis, tak de kaitan pun dengan awak2 yang membacakan.. (^^;) -kalau ada orang baca la-.. Da la tak de kaitan, tak de pengisian pula tu (>. Things that i can't said out loud, am i allowed to 'write it out loud' instead? hihi.. abaikan. Sebenarnya ni, tengah tunggu sampai pukul 2a.m.. nak call mama.. (o^^o) Jadi tangan gatal2 la menaip. hehe koba***** sensei da balik.. and he bought me choc as a souvenir.. hehe I, rarely feel peoples being honest to me.. Not that they are lying. But they wont say what they feel. What they know. Wanting not to hurt my feeling. But it hurt me more that way. Owh.. here comes the selfish me. The ungrateful me. You see my weakness, i know you know my weakness, why won't you say it? You know i'm wrong, i know u know that something is wrong, yet, why won't you say that i'm wrong? I want something. Then you know i don...

Saya kan, hari ni kan.... hukhuk huk (T_T) Saya kan.. hari ni kan... (T_T) Saya kan... (T_T) Saya teringin nak snap picture~~~~~~~! (T_T) Tapi kan... (T_T) Battery camera tu da biol... (T_T) Tahan tak sampai 10 minit pun (T_T) Nak camera baruuuuuuuuuu~ Or should i get a handycam instead? hem.. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

学生時代はやっぱり一番だね (^^) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

its a new day.. [masih Allah biarkan aku bernafas dengan kurniaNya] let me tell you out loud.. you can keep dreaming, but i'm moving.. dada~ for that boring, nonsense drama of yours, sorry, i'm not in.. my hands are already full you know. with box office rate drama. ^^ i pray that one day, u'll join us (o^^o) off to lab~ [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

皆さん、お元気ですか？ご機嫌はどうですか？ Awak2 semua.. sihatkah? ehehe Saya sangat sihat.. owh.. not really actually.. Sakit2 tekak, batuk2, seseme2, da 3 minggu tak baik2.. Well tak pe.. Sebab.. Tadi i da dapat cakap dengan mama i~~~~~~~~~!! (o^^o) pachi..pachi..pachi.. Tapi tak leh cakap lama2 la kan.. sebab nanti kacau plak..ish ish cik hana.. ^^; 泣きたいほど嬉しい！ Terima kasih ya Allah~~! (o^^o) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

xiang ni you shi hui que yang zui jiao bu zi jue shang yang zhe shi bu shi xing fu de zheng zhuang xiong kou wei wei de fa cang p/s: i've warned you [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Hari ini seeeejukjukjukjukjuk.... Lepas angin kuat semalamlamlamalam suhu terus tuuurunrurunrun.. Malas nak pi ikut kohai jalan2 pegi zoo.. Nyway, hari ni cuti satu nihon .. Cuti pe tah tak tau.. Teringin la nak makan miruku senbei jual kat daisai (uni fest).. Tapi seeeejukjukjukjukkk.. huhu Hari ni cik hana da kembali jadi asal.. kikiki Da tak de bullet bullet da.. (o^^o) Cian mangsa2 yang kena peluru tersasar.. ^^; Tadi cik sha call. Nak tau satu cara untuk mengelak diserbu waktu jalan tengah2 yatai (booth) kat daisai , sambil jalan, make a call, buat muka macam tengah cari2 orang.. Selamat mencuba.. ^^ p/s: aci.. jom pegi masuk obakeyashiki ^^ [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Salam.. Kamu ni.. Pelik la saikin (lately).. Apa yang kamu nak pun saya tak tau.. Apa yang kamu tak nak pun saya tak tau.. Bukan tak tau, tak faham.. Sebab tu saya cakap kamu ni pelik .. Shikkari shite cik hana [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]