Pen Merah Pen Biru

"I got to a point where I realized that no matter what grandeur and good the future may have held for us, it could never take back the cowardice and apathy that I had seen before. I would never be able to erase that; I could forgive but not forget, and in not being able to forget, I would always see a different person." Link :  Getting Over The One You Thought Was The One [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

KENAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA????? (T T) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Tetamu, datang bawa rezeki. Pukul 12.30 malam. Tak balik lagi. Sambil bercerita mengumpat membangga diri. Bercerita yang tak membina rohani. Tetamu. Cawan kopi dah kering. Keropok goreng pun dah masuk angin. Kami dah bawa keluar tilam bantal. Tak mengerti lagi? [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Mama suruh kite maafkan orang. Dan hidup lebih gembira. ps: I miss my daddy. (omputeh sangat nih) pss: haven't I? [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Haha! Saya gelak dulu kejap. Nak tau tak kenapa selama ni mesej ke handphone saya tak masuk? Notification dari celcom kalau ada misscall masuk voice mail ke pun tak masuk. Well, mestila sebab saya block. (=.=;) Alaaa ermmm sebab sebab sebab hari tu hari tuuu hari tuuuuu ada kes number tak dikenali ganggu-ganggu i nih kan.. (hekk sangat) Jadinyeee kan.. sebab rimas kan... i pun block la all number yang tak ada dalam contact list. Tak terfikir la plak celcom ke maybank ke pun tak ada dalam contact list. haha (gelak bodoh-bodoh) Haiii.. But I'm glad everything is fine now. (^^) Tak payah tukar handphone! ps: bak kata kak siti, belajar bertingkat-tingkat. tapi buta IT. LOL! [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Rutin sebelum saya start buka email office, saya 1) baca japantoday 2) baca malaysiakini Lepas tu saya sedih. Sebab malaysiakini, malaysianinsider, bla bla bla paper malaysia semua crap. Sarang fitnah. Paper free dekat office adalah Utusan Malaysia, New Straits Time, and paper2 yang erm.. puppet newspaper. Saya suka baca the star. Sebab lebih telus dan ada input. Sekarang dah tak sempat nak singgah beli paper. Tssskk Eh kejap. Handphone saya dah ok. (^^) Call pun dah ok kot. Happy tak? Mestila saya happy! Have a great day semua orang. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Rasa rindu la Tapi tak tau rindu apa Jom usha tiket flight. Sirih dah rindu ganggang. I'll treasure this moment, till we meet again [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

I got an announcement. My phone is not working well. Semua incoming call akan masuk voice mail directly. Dan tak ada sebarang missed call notification. Jadinye, saya tak akan tau ada orang call and masuk voice mail. Kalau bertuah, then you'll get through. All messages are blocked. Only several lucky ones went through. (=.=;) The only hope; 3G broadband is also now hopeless. Signal ada, tapi isinya tak ado. Oh.. Whassap is alive. Kalau tak berapa nak bertuah, 2,3 jam lepas tu baru dapat. Kalau bertuah, setengah jam je. So... this is it. I am now living in a real life for real. Thinking about changing phone. Tapi sayang la phone sekarang. tssskk ps: Boleh contact orang-orang sekeliling saya for any urgency. pss: Boleh contact orang-orang sekeliling saya kalau rindu. haha! [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Saya rasa, kedudukan meja saya ni tak bagus. Sangat tak bagus. Meja bawah air cond ni, selalu buatkan saya mengantuk. (=.=;) Salah air cond ke? [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Tadi saya teman officemate. Outstation area KL ni je. Kitorang lalu satu jalan ni namanya Jalan Madge. Kebanyakan kedutaan besar negara-negara dekat dunia ni ada dekat area sini. Bukan nak cerita pasal kedutaan pun. Ada satu rumah (?) istana (?) besarrr gile dekat tengah-tegah KL okay... Kitorang dua-dua kejakunan dalam kereta. Nak jugak rumah macam ni dalam syurga nanti... Saya gempar dengan bisik hati sendiri. ps: for the heart of a muslim does not lie pss: rajin pulak kite hapdet blog sejak2 da tak main fb ni kan. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Link:   Australian PM says nothing he could do to stop Toyota pullout Sebelum ni ada kes rakyat Malaysia bakar bendera Jepun. Fine. Isu tu dah sejuk (kot) Cuba bayangkan kalau Jepun cut semua connection dengan Malaysia? Rezeki tu tuhan punya.  [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Morning. After nearly 2 years of becoming an adult (Adult: when you are working to earn your own money for your own living and others too), today's morning i overslept. Something to be proud with kan? haha Nasib baik tak kena heart attack masa tengok jam. Lebih nasib baik malam tadi saya sleep over dekat rumah kawan. And her house is just 5 mins (minus the traffic jam) away from the office. So roughly, saya masuk office just about 10mins late (tu pun sebab singgah cafe tapau breakfast). Lebih lebih nasib baik lagi, kerja tak payah punch card and tak payah isi attandance apa-apa. And bos masuk lagi lambat. So.. 99% harmless overslept. phewwww Dalam hidup, saya jarang overslept. Zaman student dulu, saya pernah bangun lambat masa pergi conference dekat Okinawa. Cikgu dengan senior saya dah gelabah. Call hp tak angkat. Call bilik tak angkat. Bilik hotel mana satu pun tak tahu. Bila tanya dekat abang receiptionist, abang tu cakap saya dah bangun sebab saya datang mintak pinjam iron ...

How i wish i could spit it all out. Who do you think you are? [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Annoying

Sejak 1 tahun 10 bulan dulu, saya selalu singgah satu blog ni. Seminggu sekali, 2 kali. Tak tentu. Bila teringat, saya jengah. Blog biasa-biasa. Cerita perihal kehidupan yang dah tak peribadi la kan kalau cerita dalam blog. haha Tak ada niat lain. Cari inspirasi buat ayat mungkin? Sebab blog dia dalam bahasa melayu yang tersusun. Dan, mungkin sebab paling besar, dia orang pertama dalam hidup yang saya jumpa berbangga dengan blog sendiri. haha "kalau kau google, search result yang pertama tu aku punya" perghh betul! Saya tak pernah tulis perihal blog orang lain dalam blog sendiri. Ish tercemar la duli i. kononnya. Lepas beberapa minggu, hari ni saya singgah lagi. Saya baca. Macam ada yang missing. Carca..marba.. Orang cakap tulisan dari hati mesti sampai ke hati. Hentah. Kita boleh teka tapi tak boleh baca hati orang. Kenapa entah saya tulis nih. 1) sebab dah lama tak update kot. 2) sebab tak ada benda menarik lain nak tulis 3) saya mengantuk dekat office 4) i need some ...