Pen Merah Pen Biru

I've road a time machine today. Going back to the past. Lalalala... I mean it literally.. Tak percaya, try la. I show you. But nothings for free. I've road the time machine and the price is AIRMATA.. If you think you are strong enough, then go ahead.. dadada Hari ni hari selebet saya. Hari ni hari asyik2 makan.. Hari2 pun asyik2 makan je. Hari ni hari terbangun lambat. Pergi TA lambat. Hari ni hari cari barang tak jumpa. Hari ni hari sakit tekak. Hari ni hari hidung tersumbat. Hari ni hari macam hari semalam dan kelmarin, makan nasi tomato lagi. Hari ni hari Khamis. Hari ni sehari before GWG (nebes). Hari ni hari jadi kakak cantik saffreena!! Hari ni hari hujan.. And I wonder, what life offers me tomorrow? Andai masih ada esok.. (^^) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Lambat 6 minit.. sekali lagi... fuh fuh fuh... Sampai-sampai kelas je rasa macam nak pitam. 2 minit je sampai kelas. Mantap tak saya kayuh basikal? Mesti budak2 nih fikir, "apalaaa selebet benor TA ni hari ni" huhuhu... Ada pintu sukahati kan best.. pejam celik je dah sampai.. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Hi there. How's your life ha? anyway, just wanna tell you, I found my strength. So, did you found your weakness? Let me tell you. You just can't see others strength no matter how obvious it is. Thats your weakness is. Pathetic you.. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Lagi 10 bulan nak balik..! Lagi 10 bulan nak grad..! Lagi 9 bulan nak happyo..! Lagi 8 bulan nak hantar syuron (thesis)..! \(^^)/ Kaze~~~~ (=.=) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Saya selalu lupa barang. Kalau dah keluar rumah, mesti masuk balik. Tertinggal barang. (^^;) Kadang2 habit. A remembered experience. Reminiscence. Saya selalu lupa barang. Saya selalu lupa tarikh. Saya susah ingat jalan. But I do remember my past well. Very well. What, where, when. I did forgot when did the last time i took my meal, but i did remember when did the last time you went to dentist. I did forgot what my perfume name was but i knew what yours was. And the list went on... Ihi... everything is in past tense huh.. So, what reminds you about me ha? haha Bad joke. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Kat lab.. Rasa macam dah berzaman tak bertapa kat lab. Maklumlah, sabtu ahad tadi tak datang. Legaaaaaaa.. Terima kasih kepada kamu, kamu, kamu dan kamu yang men- support saya emotionally, spiritually... Sayang lebih la.. -toink toink- Hey qilah, you suka sangat novel i kan? mine is boring. go find someone else's.. Bila sensei tak dak, macam ni la jadinya.. Apa? Macam ni la.. haha I open my schedule book.. Full..! wow! best2! Saya mahu mewarnai menghargai meng----(isi sendiri) saat2 terakhir sebagai seorang pelajar universiti (SKEMA!!)... wowowow! Take moooreee and moooree pictures.. Berderet gambar2 yang nak diprint.. Tapi malas! Bersusun2 tempat2 yang nak pergi and re-pergi.. [punah bahasa bangsa ku... (T T)] 「泣」　「笑」　「怒」　「愛」　「友」　「悲」　「喜」　人生、いっぱいいっぱい味わいたい!! hidup saya bukan hanya memerhati mesin..... kamu juga kan? (o^^o) p.s: gila tak dak mood nak buat apa2 hari ni... (x x) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Hi deer dear, just an open love letter for you.. because i love you. and i believe thousands peoples also do. but Allah loves you the most. i'll give you the best of mine but He'll grant you the best for you. so open up your heart as large as you can. this world is too big to be small babe! go and take your space. and SPACE is what i really mean! [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Huarrrghhh..... Mata pedih, badan letih.. Huarghh... Mengeliat lagi. Nasib baik dalam lab sebesar-besar alam ni (tipu), ada saya seorang je. Lucky ...... Mengantuk mengantuk mengantuk. Orang cakap, kalau asyik cakap mengantuk, memang mengantuk la jadinya. Tapi dah memang mengantuk, tak kan nak cakap sakit perut kot. Okeh. Membebel isi kosong. sorip! Tahun akhir. Ye. Tahun ini tahun akhir. saya boleh grad ke....? (T.T) Saya mahu! Semalam keluar dengan Mayu.. "Eleh hana cakap je nak balik nak balik. Dalam setahun nih sure berubah punya. I tunggu je you call cakap, [mayu watashi yappari nihon ni nokoru wa..]" Hey you.. support la i sket... hampeh btol.. Mengantuk... [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

I've lost my what-day-is-today sense. I once gaduh pagi2 buta dengan mak cik sapp "hey mak cik bangunla.. usrah!!" "usrah apenyeee hari ni hari khamis la" "eeeee.. jumaat la" "eh khamis la..." "jumaat!!" "ee khamis la!!" <-- jenis orang degil.. siap pegi bangun tengok handphone lagi nak confirm hari apa... ye.. itu hari jumaat.. insane me I twice suka2 hati "hari ni hari rabu..esok nak puasa lah" when it was actually jumaat and I end up datang lab hari esoknya sebab ingat tu hari khamis.. insane me again Sahabat zaman Nabi dulu lagi berganda2 busy dari kita sekarang... (T.T) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Serabut.. Everything single thing menambah serabut.. I should be in lab doing jikken.. Nanti lah lepas zohor.. Let this keserabutan hilang dulu.. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

hey ladies.. (^^) Know what, my mind always told me to let go off everything. How can I because the only thing I have, is the everything? Know this. Still, I'll let go off everything. Know why? Because having everything is actually not what I need.. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Assalamualaikum.. Hi peoples.. Lately, selalu plak i mengupdate kan.. (^^;) Anyway, memang kegunaan blog pun untuk di-update-kan.. \(^^)/ erm... erm... erm... erm.. erm... erm... erm... erm... erm... <- gaya-gaya orang tak tau nak tulis apa.. 1) Juggling works lately. alhamdulillah one by one settled! o(^^)o 2) Thinking of attending chinese language class tommorrow.. Should i? hem... 考え中～ 3) I eat alllll the time.. 4) Ok... Tahap radiasi Jepun finally worried me.. (x x) a bit.. Come on.. Just tell the truth.. Its higher than what you announced right? We know.. 5) I like my new desk. Walau ia lebih bersepah dah semak dari tahun lepas.. I'm busier.. <- ALASAN (^^;) and I don't even have enough space to gerakkan mouse pun bila nak buat drawing.. huuu... I need moreee SPACE! Let me show you a little space of mine.. (^^) This is completely my territory! my lovely new white desk.. (^^) See see... Meja ni ada banyak laci and laci yang paling penting ialah, jeng jeng jeng.. Yang ...

この心臓にきみがいるんだよ

do you know where your faith is?

do you know where your love is? do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong, but nothing's turned out how you want it

do you know where your heart is? do you think you can find it? did you trade it for something somewhere?

えっ？

10.47 am 1st day was not bad at all, i guess.. well at least, sehingga waktu saya sedang menulis ini.. I thought it was 1st year student class.. But its 3rd year class.. huuu tak kawaiiii .... haha Anyway, you made my day today.. (^^) yeah.. You made my day up side down turn left right heels up head down.. I can't stop laughing.. Even while doing TA.. sengal la!!! give me back my sense you jahat punya orang! haha Nak pegi bayar duit rumah.. Dah lambat seminggu (^^;) Pak cik, jangan halau saya.. Saya budak baik.. (^人^) p.s : to become yourself, you need a mirror.. [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Today... New semester starts.. There will be a lottttttt offf peoples everywhere in school... (Even out) They will make a lottt off noise everywhere even in the class... (I like it though) 1st year student is kawaiiii and I, TA, 1st period, 9 am.. What a great start... But here it is.. Sakura is blooming.. So as hope (^^) Yesterday was...... HAHAHAHAH! Padan muka ku... Wont be telling you... hahaha <--- unwell.. haha.. Can't write anymore.. Can't stop laughing.. doushiyoooo~~! 今日からしっかりしたいと思います [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Hohoho!! Hohayohozaimas! Susahnya nak bangun pagi lately... huuuu Macam mana ni macam mana ni macam mana ni macadamia ni.. Opss Dah kena marah dengan mak cik z sebab banyak sangat makan coklat dan saya semakin membulat.. Tak percaya? Sila la percaya puan-puan.. huhu An-ny-way.. Its selasa today.. And, I've canceled my setsumeikai (company punya briefing?) held in Tokyo.. Why? Sebab saya rasa tak berbaloi.. hoho 就活ね～～～ Hello there... Hows your life going on right now? [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Balik dari Kyoto, niat hati nak singgah Bic Camera. Usha2 keyboard ber-usb. Tiba-tiba malas menjengah, "balik singgah kedai second hand je la. Cari vacuum". Tak jadi juga akhirnya memandangkan asar semakin suntuk. Lama terbiar sepi jiwa ini. Lama kering tanpa renjisan ukhwah. Owh.. Mana menghilang? Seperkara. Ku temu tummuhat ku. (^^) Mungkin ada yang terdetik, "eh..baru sekarang setelah sekian lama".. Biar... (^^) Ku mahu bersangka baik.. Adib(ah), i really adore your writing since sekolah menengah lagi.. Write a blog please~~~! "and its sad when you know that its your heart that you can not trust" and I don't think its a mess. I think its abstract and unique. You are one of the kind.. (^^) [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]