Pen Merah Pen Biru

I really like this post. Written by Ustaz Hasrizal. Palestin menunggu Muslim kembali kepada Islam "Yahudi tulen, Nasrani tulen, 'menunggu' kehadiran Muslim tulen." [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Semalam kitorang dua-dua orang surrender to 'morning sickness' in the evening. haha Husband memang dah pening2 kepala loya2 nak muntah dari tengahari lagi. I memang perangai petang-petang baru melepek. Balik kerja pi drive tru (sorry baby. esok kita makan yang berkhasiat eh. huhu), makan, pastu tak sempat habis berita tv9 lagi kitorang dua-dua da kiok tido. Semoga hari ni baik-baik je. Sebab esok nak balik kampung. yehuu But I'm glad my version of morning sickness mostly happen in the evening. Tak la ganggu mood kerja sangat. Mmuahh kat baby. Mmuahh jugak dekat husband sebab tumpang loya2 sekali. haha Tapi cepat-cepat la abis period morning sickness awak tu. Sapa nak tolong jaga saya kalau dua-dua melepek kan? kiki [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

arrr the hormone game is never fun. I keep crying and crying without any reason. I was sitting watching big bang theory and the next minute I felt like crying. And I cried. I was reading email at the office, and suddenly feel like crying. Yeah. I cried on the spot. Apekah.. huhu There was one morning, well, 4 in the morning, I woke up, and cried. Of course le husband freaked out. Husband: Why why? Why are you crying? Are you sick? Me: You ignored me. Husband: When? Me: just now Husband: I was sleeepingggg. Me: krikk krikk krikkk HAHAHAHAHA (T T) (blame the hormone please) and I fear everything, anxious about almost everything, songs from the radio irritate me. So lately, I'm driving in silent. Radio off. "Segala puji bagi Tuhan pemilik sekalian alam." [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Hey.. Its been a year since my last post. Exactly a year. Okay. Not exactly. Lagi 3 hari cukup setahun. . . . . . Awkward silence. haha I used to write everyday back then. But when you grow up, your life become more serious and you'll want a bit more privacy. At least it is for me. (sila gelak) Okay. Sebenarnya malas. Nanti la sambung balik tulis. haha ではまた [How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]