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Kenapa saya bukan insan sastera

Salam.. Konbanha~

Lately, hari2 saya menulis kat sini kan.. Bukannya tak perasan, saje.
Padahal, apa yang saya tulis, tak de kaitan pun dengan awak2 yang membacakan.. (^^;) -kalau ada orang baca la-.. Da la tak de kaitan, tak de pengisian pula tu (>.<) Bukannya saya tak perasan..

Things that i can't said out loud, am i allowed to 'write it out loud' instead?
hihi.. abaikan. Sebenarnya ni, tengah tunggu sampai pukul 2a.m.. nak call mama.. (o^^o)
Jadi tangan gatal2 la menaip. hehe
koba***** sensei da balik.. and he bought me choc as a souvenir.. hehe

I, rarely feel peoples being honest to me.. Not that they are lying.
But they wont say what they feel. What they know. Wanting not to hurt my feeling.
But it hurt me more that way. Owh.. here comes the selfish me. The ungrateful me.

You see my weakness, i know you know my weakness, why won't you say it?
You know i'm wrong, i know u know that something is wrong, yet, why won't you say that i'm wrong?
I want something. Then you know i don't deserve that. Why won't you say it?
Am i that unconsiderable?
Am i wrong for not letting anyone inside?

If you're not harsh enough to be honest, then you can't be my pillow talk partner.. haha
or else u'll get bored. (^^)y
What a complex person i am.

I know its His work. So that I'll only talk to Him. (o^^o)
No one can be harsh-honest enough than Him..
No one know inside me better than Him. Neither do i (- -)

pernah sekali, saya sangat tensen dengan satu benda. but i didn't know that i actually tengah tertekan yang amat time tu until mama said to me "tak pe.. cerita je habis2 kat mama.. mama boleh dengar sampai hilang tension. call je bila2..". huhu.. -i ended up crying after that- am i that lampi (lambat pick-up) to not to know that i actually tengah tension yang amat sampai orang lain kena bagitau "awak ni tengah tension ni"?
Aha~ I tell you. I AM SOOO lampi that you have to say things straight forward. No need mukadimah2.. I wont understand.. okay?

Ok lah.. Da pukul 2.. Sorry for the hearty-story things up there.. ehehe..

p/s: but i sometimes can read you trough. i'm a complex person. dont forget the fact. haha

[How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours]

Comments

MizzMiza said…
honestly speaking,hana busuk!
hahahaa
Cik Hana said…
chet kak ass.. kamu lagi busuk kalau x dtg osaka.. huh
Liyana Reya said…
fuyoo spek mata kak as.. cam minah saleh mane plak..

klaka la hana nih. hikhik

hum.. cmne nih.. lame xjmpe hana.. nnt xtau ape nk borak...
mase awl2 jad dlu aku tkut nk kwn dgn ko.. harhar

aha.. thanks la bwak aku balik dr buaian time hujan, siap bwk payung lg.. hihi thanks kt farah jugak..